Saturday, September 17, 2016

I knew I'd regret the caffeine at this hour

I'm lonely all the time now. I think I have been lonely for the last six years. Ryan used to try to solve the problem by bringing home cats. It wasn't a practical solution then and it certainly wouldn't help now, but I miss them, too.

If you were listening, what would I say?

In my head I'm already gone. I don't know where. Corellia, probably. I have no idea what I'm doing but if I can use telekinesis to manage it I think I'd be a lot happier there.

Emerald wine with your nerf steak, sir?

Are you happier this way?

Do you remember when we were all mad and I tried to make you smile with just the power of my mind? I don't know if it actually worked but you smirked and that's pretty close. Sanity is so overrated and reality is worse.

I remember less of geometry than I do of that moment and you were absolutely right in ways I cannot fathom, but it still couldn't be.

I never have the slightest idea what you're talking about.